Distance

I can feel the distance growing between us, and as harrowing as loneliness can be, I’d rather be close to You in solitude than to be torn from You by world. This I fear, yet day after day, I see this very thing unfolding.

I feel myself sinking, drowning in my own despair. But no matter how far I go, there is always a glimmer of hope.

I’m a mess, I confess. I’ve wandered a long way from home, but time and time again, I hear Your voice calling me, beckoning me to come back.

Truth is, I just don’t know how to get there.

I’m lost, I’m tired, I’m confused, and I’m ashamed.

My mind and soul are in conflict, and I just don’t know who I am anymore. Would You please remind me?

I feel so alone in this world.

Broken. Disconnected. Misunderstood.

I speak, but they never listen. I speak, but they never hear.

Only You hear me.

Only You.

Advertisements

4 Comments Add yours

  1. LeeSoyer says:

    Such a deep feeling you convey in these words.
    Thank God you always find a glimmer of hope no matter how bad things are!

    Like

    1. 🙂 It’s a very personal post. It is not so much that I always find a glimmer of hope. Rather, when I am at the lowest of lows, that ‘glimmer of hope’ finds me. Thanks for the comment.

      Like

  2. Thanks for sharing !

    Like

    1. Thanks for the support!

      Like

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s